When I think about my earliest memories of creating, it all comes back to my childhood love of Barbie dolls.
For hours on end, I would orchestrate intricate universes where every character had a family tree, a signature style, and long-standing plots that would rival the most dramatic soap operas. The tiniest details mattered–like making sure dolls who were family had similar features or curating outfits that perfectly matched their personalities.
I poured my heart into these stories, documenting them in journals and letting some narratives stretch on for weeks, only to pivot when I felt like shaking things up.
Back then, I didn’t overthink it. I wasn’t chasing perfection, trying to make something marketable, or worrying about whether my ideas were “good enough.” I just played. And yet, those moments of pure, unfiltered joy laid the foundation for everything I’m creating now with Euphoria Belle.
Somewhere along the way, as I got older and began taking my creativity more seriously, I started to lose that sense of playfulness. Suddenly, the stakes felt higher. I put more pressure on myself to produce “real: work, to build something meaningful, to create worlds that could resonate deeply with others.
But here’s the truth I’ve come to embrace: Playfulness isn’t just a nostalgic luxury; it’s essential for artistic growth.
Play Unlocks the Magic of Imagination
When I let myself play, I remember why I started creating in the first place. Play isn’t about adhering to a plan or achieving a specific outcome. It’s about curiosity, experimentation, and joy. It’s what happens when I grab my journal, open the Freeform app, or lose myself in a Canva mood board. It’s when I make playlists that capture the essence of my characters, check out a random stack of books at the library, or test out Goodnotes downloads that spark a new organizational system for my ideas.
This kind of unstructured exploration gives my creativity room to breathe. It reminds me that inspiration doesn’t always come from a meticulously curated strategy or hours of disciplined focus. Sometimes, it comes from the simple, silly act of letting myself color outside the lines–or in my case, throwing together mood boards for characters I’ve yet to write or scribbling half-baked ideas in my purse journal because they simply make me smile.
Play Lets Me Rediscover Myself
What I love most about play is how it helps me reconnect with the younger version of myself—the one who spent hours crafting Barbie storylines and never doubted that her ideas were magical. That little girl didn’t worry about whether her stories made sense or whether her characters would resonate with an audience. She created for the sheer joy of it, and in doing so, she built worlds that felt alive.
When I lean into playfulness now, I feel like I’m honoring her.
I’m giving myself permission to create with the same boundless energy and open-heartedness that field those childhood stories. And in doing so, I’m often reminded that the best ideas often come from the moments when I’m not trying so hard to be perfect.
Play Encourages Experimentation Without Fear
One of the biggest challenges I’ve faced as a creator is the pressure to get things “right.”
I want Euphoria Belle to be perfect, to feel like the dreamy, witchy, comforting universe that I’ve always envisioned. But that pressure tends to be so paralyzing, and it makes me afraid to try new ideas simply because I don’t want to fail.
Playfulness, however, is the antidote to those fears. When I let myself approach my work with a sense of play, I suddenly stop worrying about whether something will work and start asking more ‘what-ifs?’
What if try writing a scene from a totally new character’s perspective?
What if I experiment with a new magic system mechanic?
What if I create a TikTok mood board for fun, not to post, but because it feels like a new way to connect with my stories.
The act of playing reminds me that failure isn’t the enemy of creativity–it’s a vital part of the process. Every time I try something new, even if it doesn’t work, I learn something valuable in the process. My willingness to experiment is what keeps my ideas fresh and my imagination sharp.
Play Brings Joy to the Process
There’s a reason I’m building Euphoria Belle around the idea of playfulness. I don’t just want to create stories and products that people consume–I want to create an experience that feels alive, magical, and deeply personal. And to do that, I have to bring that same energy to the way I work.
For me, that means making space for rituals and tools that keep me in a playful mindset. I like to dry brush to scrap off negative energy, clear blockages, and reset my focus. I sit in the back booth at McDonald’s with my headset on, immersed in music that matches my mood. I let myself daydream as I scribble notes in my little journal or scroll through Pinterest boards that feel like tiny portals to my universe.
These moments of play aren’t just indulgences–they’re the lifeblood of my creativity. They’re what make the process feel magical instead of overwhelming. They’re what remind me that creating isn’t just about the end result; it’s about the joy of discovery, the thrill of trying something new, and the quiet satisfaction of letting myself get lost in the work.
Conclusion: Playfulness Fuels Growth
At its core, playfulness is about freedom–the freedom to explore, to experiment, to make mistakes, and to dream big. And that freedom is what fuels artistic growth for me.
When I let myself play, I’m not just creating better stories; I’m becoming a better artist in the process. I’m learning to trust my instincts, to embrace imperfection, and to find joy in the process. Building a creative practice that feels sustainable and deeply fulfilling, one that honors both the little girl who loved her Barbie soap operas and the woman who’s building Euphoria Belle into something magical.
So here’s my advice for anyone reading this: make space for play. Let yourself create something messy, silly, or purely for fun. Trust that those moments of play are where the magic happens. And remember that growth doesn’t come from clinging to perfection. It comes from letting yourself explore the unknown with an open heart and a playful spirit.
Keep Dreaming,
Addison
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